Update*

I forgot to update on my back and roommate drama. I started Pysical therapy about two weeks ago and its going pretty good. My back is still really sore and I'm still gettin shooting pains down my leg, but she showed me a lot of stretches taht I can tell are going to start helping soon. My roommate and I switched rooms so now she can feel like she can fully get away from anything that Nathan and I do that bugs her. She is now just renting a room in a three bedroom apartment instead of living with people. Hopefully we'll still hang out and share some things. I never liked the thought of everyone having their own space and not sharing things but I can already tell the tension in the apartment has subsided. I already got my room all decorated and everything. The one thing I miss and I'm gonna take it back is my shower head in themaster bedroom. Its super nice so when I get home tonight i'm gonna go upstairs and steal it back :-D We'll see what the future holds but I'm praying that God shows me all the great things he has planned in and outside the apartment. I'm still confused on this whole living situation in the first place. I mean living with a boyfriend I do not agree with but what happens when you live together then start dating? I can't just move and i'm not going to kick him out. what do we do? Not to mention I am making things way complicated being his boss and all. Please pray that God shows me the right things to do and if this is God given or myself. A part of me feels like God set this whole thing up. I can see all the little things in my past come together for this specific moment but what if I'm just making it all happen and this is not what God had for me? I don't want to lose the great life God can provide because I blinded myself from it... Just pray!~KT