Update*

I forgot to update on my back and roommate drama. I started Pysical therapy about two weeks ago and its going pretty good. My back is still really sore and I'm still gettin shooting pains down my leg, but she showed me a lot of stretches taht I can tell are going to start helping soon. My roommate and I switched rooms so now she can feel like she can fully get away from anything that Nathan and I do that bugs her. She is now just renting a room in a three bedroom apartment instead of living with people. Hopefully we'll still hang out and share some things. I never liked the thought of everyone having their own space and not sharing things but I can already tell the tension in the apartment has subsided. I already got my room all decorated and everything. The one thing I miss and I'm gonna take it back is my shower head in themaster bedroom. Its super nice so when I get home tonight i'm gonna go upstairs and steal it back :-D We'll see what the future holds but I'm praying that God shows me all the great things he has planned in and outside the apartment. I'm still confused on this whole living situation in the first place. I mean living with a boyfriend I do not agree with but what happens when you live together then start dating? I can't just move and i'm not going to kick him out. what do we do? Not to mention I am making things way complicated being his boss and all. Please pray that God shows me the right things to do and if this is God given or myself. A part of me feels like God set this whole thing up. I can see all the little things in my past come together for this specific moment but what if I'm just making it all happen and this is not what God had for me? I don't want to lose the great life God can provide because I blinded myself from it... Just pray!~KT

New

Sooo... I got a new computer, I'm uber excited. I hope it was a good purchase, not quite sure till I get it here. I'm hoping it will get me more connected with my mom and brother. Right now I have a laptop but its a hassle to use because it is sooo slow and its gettin pretty old now. So hopefully this new computer will be just what the dr. ordered for me and my family to start chattin and stuff. Its hard when you live 3.5 hours away and are busy with life events, like school, work, boys, summer fun all that good stuff. And Winter isn't any better because I love the snow and this year I want to be up in the mountains all the time if possible.! Well here's hoping to some good computer usage in about 5 days :-D

Roommates....

*sigh*

I am sooo confused right now by my roommate. So I know we are not in the best of situation because I'm dating one of my roommates and I can see how that would make the third roommate feel uncomfortable or like a 3rd wheel, but my roommate is taking it to the extreme and saying we are causing her to be depressed and wanting to move out now. I asked her if she didnt move out what she would do and she said be depressed for the next year. Now i'm just way confused because Nathan and I are not even doing anything, especially around her. And I think I'm doing a good job trying not to make her feel uncomfortable. Its just like I had a boyfriend who didnt live there but we spent a ton of time together there. I mean am I overreacting or what? SOoo frustrating. I think she just doesnt like being around people who are dating because she wants to be dating herself, but who am I to say?

Sadness

Soo i'm uber sad :( I have to get rid of my kitty razzle. He peed on my roommates stuff, but he hasnt in a long time, since I got him neutered, but she still wants him gone. So now i'm looking for ah ome for him. I don't want to take him to a shelter but I don't know anyone looking for a cat. He's super cute and I've grown really attatched to him. He cuddles very well and plays soo cute. Sometimes I think hes on crack but its the funniest thing in the world to watch. He loves rolled up paper. He likes to play hid and go seek with it. he'll hit it with his paw so it goes under a table or the couch and then try and find it and hit it again. I love him! I know the environment in my apartment will be better without him, but i'm really going to miss him :( So if you read this, pray I find a good home for him, where they will love him as much as I do.

Soreness!

Ughh... So physical therapy is workin my butt off ( I Hope so ) lol I have to do these tiny little stretches where I flex some muscles and then hold them around my vertebre and on my legs and stuff, and who knew that something so simple would get me soooo sore! I need a good massage! I am excited though because I can feel it working. Heres hoping for quick and good results.

-Katie :-D

Pics

Here are some pics from the 4th of July :-D

Back Problems and life!

Sooo... Been a while but for those of you that don't know, I have a herniated disc in my l4-l5 vertebre. Not to big of a deal except that it has made me stop excercising, which is horrible. Gaining weight is the worst part. I started physical therapy a week ago and it is starting to help. One of the symptoms I have from the herniation is sharp pains down my left leg and the physical therapist helped me figure a way to get rid of it when I get pain. SO i'm excited to finally be able to work out. When I start getting my back and ab muscles stronger I'll be able to do a ton more. I'm very lucky though I have a great guy helping me along the way. Nathan is my boyfriend only a few weeks now but we have been friends a couple years so I know no matter what happens he'll be there to help me get my back better. Thats it for today< I'll be back on in a bit!